you are never forgotten...

sigh. sad memories keeps coming back when it's this time of the year again...

baby yuri passed away for almost 2 years now along with his sibling nuriko. both dogs died of heart attack. i never saw how yuri suffered but my family told me that he had the same symptoms of what i saw when nuriko was trying to fight for her life. it was heart breaking.

yuri has the cutest doggie eyes ever with such "smoky" fur that i loved to touch (pictured above). i don't have an uploaded pic of nuriko but she's almost the same as her brother just lighter in color and kinda looked like a "doe". both dogs are so sweet. we always cuddle but yuri was the jealous one. he used to bark and push nuriko away just to get my whole attention. nuriko will then try to walk away to avoid conflict but whenever yuri is flirting with minute, i will then tend to nuriko and we'll never stop playing until her brother sees us.

such good memories but there is nothing that i can do now. i just wish that they are happy and contented wherever they are.

i love you my babies. you guys are always in my heart.

halloween party at work!

eto na naman sila...

Oret[1:19 A.M.]: ay di ko napansin IM mo
Oret[1:19 A.M.]: hehe
Oret[1:19 A.M.]: e kasi minulto na naman kami dito
Oret[1:19 A.M.]: 4 kami kwentuhan
Mariz [1:19 A.M.]: o tapos?
Oret[1:19 A.M.]: tapos me pumapaswit sa min
Oret[1:19 A.M.]: parang me nagbabawal kasi maingay kami
Oret[1:19 A.M.]: nung una tignan ko sa pinto kung me tao
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: e wala
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: tapos di ako makagalaw gusto ko na lumabas
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: 3 times sya paswit
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: tapos napaiyak ako
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: sabi ko labas na tayo dito
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: ask nila bakit
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: sabi ko me multo
Oret[1:20 A.M.]: iba yung feeling ko
Mariz [1:21 A.M.]: bakit? di nila narinig yung paswit? as in ikaw lang ang nakarinig?
Oret[1:21 A.M.]: lam mo yung gusto mo tumakbo pero di ka makatakbo?
Oret[1:21 A.M.]: hindi daw
Oret[1:21 A.M.]: pero malakas sya
Oret[1:21 A.M.]: kita kami ng gard
Mariz [1:21 A.M.]: asan ba kayo?
Mariz [1:21 A.M.]: sa PET room?
Oret[1:22 A.M.]: sabi nya andyan na naman yung fren nyo no?
Oret[1:22 A.M.]: oo dito sa room namin
Mariz [1:22 A.M.]: wahhhhhhhhh!!!!
Mariz [1:22 A.M.]: bakit naman alam ng guard?
Oret[1:22 A.M.]: na me mumu?
Mariz [1:22 A.M.]: oo
Oret[1:22 A.M.]: meron daw talaga dito
Oret[1:22 A.M.]: kita nya kami na nagsilabasan
Oret[1:22 A.M.]: nasa lobby sya kanina
Mariz [1:22 A.M.]: ic
Mariz [1:22 A.M.]: sino mga kasama mo?
Oret[1:22 A.M.]: dun sa pwesto nila
Oret[1:23 A.M.]: si jaja, vic vic saka jovy
Mariz [1:23 A.M.]: hala
Mariz [1:23 A.M.]: ikaw lang ang nakarinig?
Oret[1:23 A.M.]: katakot ko kanina
Oret[1:23 A.M.]: wa
Oret[1:23 A.M.]: si jaja daw nung nagiisa sya dito marami syang naririnig, nagtatype, pumapaswit... pero di nya pinapansin
Oret[1:24 A.M.]: kasi baka daw imagination nya yun
Mariz [1:24 A.M.]: lol
Mariz [1:24 A.M.]: di man lang natakot
Oret[1:24 A.M.]: e yun yung mga naririnig ng ibang QA dito
Oret[1:24 A.M.]: ayaw nya isipin na yung mumu yun
Oret[1:24 A.M.]: whaaa
Mariz [1:26 A.M.]: grabe naman
Mariz [1:26 A.M.]: alam mo yung clinic di ba?
Oret[1:26 A.M.]: oo bakit?
Mariz [1:26 A.M.]: may maliit na room before yung clinic, room ni sir emil
Oret[1:27 A.M.]: oo yung ginawa atang stock room?
Mariz [1:27 A.M.]: oo yun na nga. last week, si jing sumilip dun. kasi madilim yung loob (syempre walang tao)
Mariz [1:27 A.M.]: e nakakakita si jing.
Oret[1:27 A.M.]: nyay
Oret[1:27 A.M.]: ano nakita nyan?
Mariz [1:27 A.M.]: kasama ko siya, nasa locker ako, then si jing sumilip sa room na yun
Mariz [1:27 A.M.]: bigla siyang sumigaw na nakakatakot naman
Mariz [1:27 A.M.]: so syempre nagulat ako, ask ko siya bakit?
Mariz [1:28 A.M.]: then sabi niya mamaya na lang natin pagkuwentuhan, pero pinilit ko rin siya habang andun kami
Oret[1:28 A.M.]: o ano daw
Mariz [1:28 A.M.]: nung sumilip siya, nakita nya mga mata. nakatingin din, sumisilip pero hindi nakatitig sa kanya
Oret[1:28 A.M.]: hay mas nakaktakot ata yun ah
Oret[1:28 A.M.]: hay mariz dami kababalaghan dito
Oret[1:28 A.M.]: AOL
Mariz [1:29 A.M.]: akala niya, eyes niya mismo. as in reflection, pero hindi. kasi si jing, nakasilip sa loob , pero yung "reflection ng mata niya, sumisilip sa labas.
Oret[1:29 A.M.]: ay grabeeee
Mariz [1:29 A.M.]: oo naman, halos makipagtitigan ka ba naman
Oret[1:29 A.M.]: buti nakaya nya yun?
Mariz [1:29 A.M.]: lol, sanay na siguro.
Mariz [1:29 A.M.]: ikaw nga, sanay na rin dapat
Mariz [1:29 A.M.]: sa bahay nyo pa lang meron na
Oret[1:29 A.M.]: hay pano ako masasanay dito
Oret[1:30 A.M.]: e iba iba yung nararanasan ko?
Oret[1:30 A.M.]: sana kung same experience lang
Oret[1:30 A.M.]: whaaaaaaa
Mariz [1:30 A.M.]: mas nakakatakot yata kung same experience divalah?
Mariz [1:31 A.M.]: para bang hindi ka tinatantanan
Mariz [1:31 A.M.]: ganun
Oret[1:31 A.M.]: lolz
Mariz [1:31 A.M.]: mas maganda yung iba-iba, basta wag ka lang sugurin
Mariz [1:31 A.M.]: wahahahhahahahhaa
Oret[1:31 A.M.]: hay ayaw ko mangyari yun
Mariz [1:31 A.M.]: gusto ko rin makakita, pero ayaw ko na makita nya ako
Oret[1:31 A.M.]: mahihimatay na ako sa takot
Mariz [1:31 A.M.]: lol
Oret[1:31 A.M.]: ngeks
Oret[1:31 A.M.]: siguro pag stay ka dito makikita mo lahat
Oret[1:31 A.M.]: whahah
Mariz [1:32 A.M.]: oo, for example, nakatayo lang sa isang gilid pero hindi nakatingin sa akin, kunwari nakatalikod ganun
Mariz [1:32 A.M.]: kung puede nga lang e
Mariz [1:32 A.M.]: lol
Mariz [1:32 A.M.]: ano pa ba?
Mariz [1:32 A.M.]: wala ng ibang experience?
Mariz [1:32 A.M.]: lol
Mariz [1:32 A.M.]: antok kasi ako e
Oret[1:33 A.M.]: so far yun pa lang ulit experience ko dito
Oret[1:33 A.M.]: at ayaw ko na whaaaaaa
Oret[1:33 A.M.]: ay pero yung isa naming kasama
Oret[1:34 A.M.]: papatayin ata sya nung mumu dito
Oret[1:34 A.M.]: kasi nakakaidlip sya GY din
Mariz [1:34 A.M.]: o tapos?
Oret[1:34 A.M.]: tapos nananaginip daw sya
Mariz [1:34 A.M.]: ano ang panaginip niya?
Oret[1:34 A.M.]: masasaya daw
Oret[1:35 A.M.]: yung huli e parang nagmeet sila nung fren nyang di na nya kita?
Oret[1:35 A.M.]: tapos maya maya daw hindi na sya makhinga
Oret[1:35 A.M.]: yung mga kasama namin naririnig syang umuungol
Oret[1:35 A.M.]: tapos sabi nila naninigas daw
Oret[1:35 A.M.]: ginigising daw nila e
Oret[1:36 A.M.]: yun pala parang di na panaginip
Oret[1:36 A.M.]: kita yung lalaking mumu dito
Oret[1:36 A.M.]: tinatakpan yung mukha nya
Oret[1:36 A.M.]: tapos pilit daw nyang titanggal yung kamay sa mikha nya
Oret[1:36 A.M.]: *mukha nya
Oret[1:37 A.M.]: nakikita nya rin daw tong mga kasama namin
Oret[1:37 A.M.]: kung pano yung ginagawa nila nung time na yun
Oret[1:37 A.M.]: as in normal yung paligid nya pero sya me iba pang nakikita
Oret[1:37 A.M.]: di ba magulo?
Mariz [1:38 A.M.]: teka, naguluhan nga ako. para bang nagfo-float ang soul ng nananaginip na yan at nakikita niya ang sarili niya na tinatakpan ang mukha ng multo?
Mariz [1:38 A.M.]: ganun ba yun?
Oret[1:38 A.M.]: hindi
Mariz [1:38 A.M.]: ay ano?
Oret[1:38 A.M.]: nakikita nya yung mumu na tinatakpan yung mukha nya
Oret[1:39 A.M.]: teka ganito ulit ulit
Oret[1:39 A.M.]: imagin mo yung sarili mo na nakaupo
Mariz [1:39 A.M.]: ok
Mariz [1:39 A.M.]: start ulit
Oret[1:39 A.M.]: tapos sa mga kasama mo tulog ka na nakikita nila
Oret[1:39 A.M.]: naninigas ka na
Oret[1:40 A.M.]: tapos ikaw, gising yung mga mata mo. kita mo nga kasama mo saka mga gingawa nila
Oret[1:40 A.M.]: tapos me iba ka pang nakikita
Mariz [1:40 A.M.]: ahhhhhhhhh
Oret[1:40 A.M.]: yung nasa harap mo na tumatakip sa mukha mo
Oret[1:40 A.M.]: gets mo na ba?
Mariz[1:40 A.M.]: oo gets na
Mariz[1:40 A.M.]: lol
Oret[1:40 A.M.]: haha
Mariz[1:40 A.M.]: sino ba yang nananaginip na yan?
Oret[1:40 A.M.]: 2x na daw yun e
Oret[1:40 A.M.]: haha secret
Mariz[1:41 A.M.]: o siya, lalake or babae? yan na lang
Oret[1:41 A.M.]: guy
Oret[1:41 A.M.]: lalaki
Mariz[1:41 A.M.]: ic
Mariz[1:41 A.M.]: e ano daw itsura nung multo?
Mariz[1:41 A.M.]: galit?
Oret[1:43 A.M.]: lalaki parang ganun na nga
Mariz[1:45 A.M.]: ngiiiiiiiiiiiii
Mariz[1:45 A.M.]: kakatakot nga yan
Mariz[1:45 A.M.]: yan ang kakaiba
Mariz[1:45 A.M.]: kaya dapat di na siya natutulog dyan
Oret[1:46 A.M.]: sabi nga nila
Oret[1:46 A.M.]: kasi baka daw pag pangatlo na di na sya magising
Oret[1:46 A.M.]: saka minsan kasi di na nya namamalayan na nakaidlip na pala sya
Mariz[1:47 A.M.]: kaya dapat, lagi siyang may kasama na tumitingin sa kanya
Oret[1:47 A.M.]: dapat nga
Oret[1:47 A.M.]: lagayan daw yun e
Oret[1:47 A.M.]: nung una nga di sya natatakot magisa dito
Oret[1:47 A.M.]: pero simula nun di mo na sya mapagiisa dito

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ngiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. i'm scared...

what a day!

4:30 am: my AOL stringer broke. was thinking if I still have a spare at home.

6:00 am: still no sign of any bus to ride home. ngawit na ang paa ko.

6:45 am: at home, mom told me that she already met the guy na nirereto sa akin last night. her reaction? wag nyo ng alamin! buti na lang at di ko pa siya nakikita. hehehe

7:15 am: still looking for that damn stringer spare. wala talaga.

7:30 am: forgot to turn off the stove. more than 5 minutes ng kumukulo ang tubig.

8:05 am: my brother called telling that he forgot to close the faucet, AGAIN! what a waste. conserve water, bro!

8:45 am: still can't sleep.

12:15 nn: woke up because of the heat! walang kuryente!!!!!!!!!!!! but after 2 minutes ng paggising ko, ok na! the problem is, di na ako makatulog.

2:35 pm: still can't sleep.

4:45 pm: was able to sleep for another 2 hours pero bitin na bitin. a total of 5 hours lang ang tulog ko.

6:00 pm: nagpara ng bus and was about to sit when i saw that there was some disgorged matter on the floor. moved at the back of the bus to avoid the smell but another guy puked all over! sshheesshhh!

6:50 pm: after that incident, i rode a jeep to take me to our service in mabalacat. fuckin jeep driver did not give me my change. grrrrrrrrrr.

7:00 pm: patawid na ako papunta sa service, all vehicles from my left side were put to stop by the traffic enforcer. one step forward and this big gasoline truck moved as well. i banged the front side to inform the driver that there are people trying to pass. i just stared angrily at his partner. i decided not to confront them. it will just make my day/night worst.

7:30 pm: starting my day at work but my eyes are getting heavy.

11:10 pm: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... i still have 6 more hours to go before i go home... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

not in a good mood...

stressed-out+grouchy+irate = low performance at work

please, help me bring back my enthusiasm at work... sigh*

mcsteamy of grey's anatomy

playing in the dark

tagpuan

a walk to remember part 3

a walk to remember part 2

a walk to remember

wedding reception and bridal shower... if ever lang ha!

bagong gising

naglalabasan na "sila"!

AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: nakakatakot dito mariz.
NSRepMariz [11:37 P.M.]: huh?
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: may mumu sa training room
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: huhuhu
NSRepMariz [11:37 P.M.]: wahahahahhahhaa
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: kahapon yung ka team ko nakita nya
NSRepMariz [11:37 P.M.]: bakit? may nakita ka?
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: ang tagal daw naka tayo
NSRepMariz [11:37 P.M.]: ows??????????????
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: from 830 upto 10
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: lagayan kasi sya
NSRepMariz [11:37 P.M.]: ano itsura?
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: buti nalang naka day off sya
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: medyo matanda daw na lalaki
AOLTechMGD [11:37 P.M.]: sa training room 1
NSRepMariz [11:37 P.M.]: ano ang ginagawa nung nakita niya?
NSRepMariz [11:37 P.M.]: nakatitig lang sa kanya?
AOLTechMGD [11:38 P.M.]: nakatayo lang daw sa tabi ng TV rack
AOLTechMGD [11:38 P.M.]: hindi naman pero naka tayo daw
NSRepMariz [11:38 P.M.]: nakatalikod sa kanya?
NSRepMariz [11:38 P.M.]: parang nagbabantay ganun?
AOLTechMGD [11:38 P.M.]: hindi yung tv rack sa training room 1 nasa right side
AOLTechMGD [11:38 P.M.]: basta naka tayo lang daw
NSRepMariz [11:38 P.M.]: ic
NSRepMariz [11:38 P.M.]: parang yung friend kong QA, may nakita naman siya doon sa QA /MSTD room
NSRepMariz [11:38 P.M.]: ginagalaw daw yung mouse
NSRepMariz [11:38 P.M.]: ano suot nyang sa inyo?
AOLTechMGD [11:39 P.M.]: hindi ko natanong wala yung ka team namin naka off
NSRepMariz [11:39 P.M.]: ic. kasi yung sa friend ko, nakaputi daw
NSRepMariz [11:39 P.M.]: lalaki rin
AOLTechMGD [11:39 P.M.]: nasa training room 3 kasi kami ngayon
AOLTechMGD [11:40 P.M.]: medyo tumataas na yung mga balahibo ko
AOLTechMGD [11:40 P.M.]: lol
AOLTechMGD [11:40 P.M.]: parang meron e
NSRepMariz [11:40 P.M.]: hala ka!
NSRepMariz [11:40 P.M.]: wahahhahaha
NSRepMariz [11:40 P.M.]: actually, meron nga diyan sa training room 3
NSRepMariz [11:41 P.M.]: yan ang meron talaga na alam ko
AOLTechMGD [11:41 P.M.]: oo nga daw yung bata
NSRepMariz [11:41 P.M.]: ows?
AOLTechMGD [11:41 P.M.]: oo
NSRepMariz [11:41 P.M.]: yung same friend ko na QA, bago pa lang sila noon dito sa AOL. training sila syempre.
NSRepMariz [11:41 P.M.]: e naka-break lahat, then 2 silang nauna na bumalik diyan sa room na yan pero hindi sila pumasok.
NSRepMariz [11:42 P.M.]: pero naririnig nila, nagmo-move ang mga chairs
NSRepMariz [11:42 P.M.]: ngiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
AOLTechMGD [11:42 P.M.]: oo nga e
AOLTechMGD [11:42 P.M.]: last week naman yung nasa training room 2 lumabas sila
NSRepMariz [11:42 P.M.]: meron din dun?
AOLTechMGD [11:42 P.M.]: oo meron din
NSRepMariz [11:42 P.M.]: parang palipat-lipat no
AOLTechMGD [11:42 P.M.]: lahat yata dito meron
NSRepMariz [11:42 P.M.]: oo nga e
NSRepMariz [11:42 P.M.]: kahit dito daw sa basement meron
AOLTechMGD [11:43 P.M.]: a oo meron dyan
AOLTechMGD [11:43 P.M.]: naka stairs
AOLTechMGD [11:43 P.M.]: nasa*
NSRepMariz [11:43 P.M.]: ngek!
NSRepMariz [11:43 P.M.]: nasa stairs mismo????????????
NSRepMariz [11:43 P.M.]: anong balak niya? manulak?
NSRepMariz [11:43 P.M.]: ngiiiiiiiiiiiiii
AOLTechMGD [11:43 P.M.]: lol di ako sure
NSRepMariz [11:43 P.M.]: wahh!!!!!!!!!
NSRepMariz [11:44 P.M.]: ayoko na
NSRepMariz [11:44 P.M.]: teka, ano nangyari dun sa mga nasa training room 2?
NSRepMariz [11:44 P.M.]: bakit sila lumbas?
AOLTechMGD signed off at 11:46 P.M.

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MUKHA YATANG INATAKE NG MUMU ANG PC NI GAIL KASI...

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AOLTechFHT [11:45 P.M.]: hello
AOLTechFHT [11:45 P.M.]: nag freeze yung keyboard ni gail.. di cya makareply sa yo
NSRepMariz [11:46 P.M.]: ay lol
NSRepMariz [11:46 P.M.]: ok lang po
NSRepMariz [11:47 P.M.]: thanks
NSRepMariz [11:47 P.M.]: :-D
AOLTechFHT [11:47 P.M.]: yw
AOLTechFHT [11:47 P.M.]:

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takut akuuuuu...

bakit?

bakit kulang ang tulog ko?
bakit masakit ang ulo ko?
bakit walang tubig?
bakit walang kuryente?
bakit masama ang pakiramdam ko?
bakit naiirita ako?
bakit tinatamad akong pumasok sa trabaho?
bakit wala akong pera sa pitaka ko at kailangang bumalik sa bahay?
bakit nakasalubong ka pa?
bakit nag-freeze na naman ang mundo ko?

...

sunday break

after the storm (milenyo)

let me go home...

plaza luisita park